chemistry

coming down now, that intensity too much too strong to not have a backlash with fewer pills, and inside my bones it hurts. who are you that is crushing my panicked heart in your fist? let me breathe please, let me dance and think and please let me sleep. 

the world is closing in on me. it's time to retreat. 

except for you, you know who you are, you who need me right now. sometimes someone needing you is all you can hold onto as everything slips away. please need me now, please, if not for you then for me.