chemistry, part 1,000,000

uppity up up now i upped the dose and now fuck the world can't keep up with me and what the hell do I do with my time? the finches are chatting in the nightshade on the porch but i'm home alone with no one to entertain me. immense boredom. if only i were focused and not so much like a tumbleweed in very high winds. 

that being said it's really quite nice not to be a lump of lead longing to be fetal in my bed. love it while it lasts, i guess!